ha watched get smart 2day!!! yes watched w my cousin n my aunty (who is the same age as me xD)
yea apparently i was the only one laughing like crazy during the show =.=
YAY my cousin treated me to ichiban sushi. wah 1st time he so nice ^^
aftr dat cabbed back 2 sch for trainin.
yea trainin was sorta slack 2day. the 5 laps of 100m sprints seemed easy n fast too..hmm shocked. nvr tot trainin could actually be slack =D
den we oso did zone. i practiced w gauny n surprisingly i was able to pass to her! WHEE~ haha not bad for a noob like me larh
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went to OCC to c the NAGs the othr day.
i was tgt w si jia
at OCC, i was surrounded by bowlers who were competing in the under 14 category.
saw many of my juniors there. RSS juniors, those who are still there and those who have graduated.
they bowled well. really well.
surrounded by the smell of the oiled lanes, the sounds of bowling balls hitting the lanes, the cheers at the fall of the pins, it just hit me.
i realise i do indeed miss bowling alot, and i haven't forgotten it all like what i told my sister.
i can still remember fighting with others for the 1st throw during the practice throws. the joy we felt when we hit a strike. the support we got from our team mates. the way we used to high five one another after the throw. how we'd been through high and low to clinch the champion cup for both the seniors team and the juniors team. the tough june trainings. the eating-fries-and-playing-UNO-on-the-carpeted-floor-in-safra-tampines times. how we purposely got the same bowling balls, and then call ourselves the RAZZLE team. how we cried hard when we fucked up. the joy standing on the lanes receiving the prizes.
i miss it all. the goods and the bads. now when i look at my bowling trophies, i can only sigh for i know i'll never get another again.
one every year. 2 when i was in pri 6. always 1st. always.
but now i'll never get another. never. i can never feel the excitement with my team, fighting together for the champion.
i'm starting to regret. not regretting being in track, but regretting not fighting for what i want. i knew that i could join a club and bowl for them, but my father didn't allow. and i didn't insist.
now it's too late. my father would never agree anyway.
i saw my ex-team mates playing there. the way they bowled, the joy at getting a strike. i'll never be able to experience that. never again.
