mug mug muggedy mug mug mug. yes time to mug.
ok before that there's something that i must ABSOLUTELY say. haha its suppose to be funny luh so pls tell me if im so totally leng n un-funny.
it all happened like this...
las wednesday was my twin sis's oral. the convo below is between them n my mum.
mum: so how was ur oral today?
norine: english still ok larh...but chinese cannot.
mum: really? any words you duno how to read?
(mind you they're pri 1)
norine: er a little bit larh
mum: what's your picture for chinese?
norine:
客厅mum: (wah good leh they practiced on this) ok then wad did u say?
norine: i said :
这是一个房子的客厅。爸爸在吃 watermelon，
妹妹很坏蛋把 watermelon seed
乱丢。
mum: (burst out laughing) den wad did you say nolene?
nolene: i said ：
这是一个房子的客厅。爸爸在沙发上吃水果，妹妹很坏蛋把 ...
老师这个是什么？ (teacher says
种子) oya.
妹妹很坏蛋把种子乱丢。奶奶说不可以在地上乱丢。(teacher asks:
那在那里丢？) *stares blankly at the teacher* (teacher repeats in english: don't throw on the floor throw where?)
丢在垃圾桶里。(teacher:
垃圾桶在哪里？) *looks at the picture for a long time. finally look up with a confused expression*
老师我找不到垃圾桶！
mum: omg...oral exam confirm fail...
yea dat was pretty much everything. please laugh!
you think you know me,
but really you don't,
you think you understand me,
but really YOU DONT.
you think i'm as simple as that,
but i'm not.
you think you know everything about me,
BUT YOU DON'T.
you think i like you,
but i dont.
you think i'm easy
but i'm not,
you think i'm your friend
but i dont.
you don't know me at all.
and i've just gotten to know you.
you and your anger.
you and your imperfections.
who are you to criticise me when you're worse?
who are you to insult me?
who are you to ignore me?
who are you to treat me like garbage?
you're all words and no actions.
you think you're cool
but you're not.
you think you're smart
but you're not.
you think you're perfect when you're not.
you think you're beautiful when you're not.
i can't stand you.
i can't stand how everyone sides you.
i can't stand how you're so desperate.
i can't stand how you want to be cool.
i can't stand how you are such a bimbo.
i can't stand it.
to some point, you think it's all you,
because everyone's there for you.
but no.
i'm not.
haha be shocked! no larh i found this in my previous blog entries. yea i went to read thru them. wow...
bt of course i feel miserable...this day is one of the most miserable day in my life...if love is a disease, i would have long died...wat culd i sae? u r always so far away from me..yet so near...
i have only survived so long because of your existence..
i have only survived so long because of your voice...
i have only survived so long because i long to hear you once more...
you will never know how i feel or what i think because to you i am nothing but a mere shadow...
one that you will never notice...
i look out of the window
i see you talking, laughing to others
how i wish that was me...
you will never know how i felt
as i stood behind that window...
shedding ridiculous tears...
people say that the farthest things are the sky and the earth..
but what is truly far is the distance between me and you
i stand just next to you
but you are forever ignorant to my feelings and love...
how i wish to throw everything away and tell you how i feel
to be rid of this misery i feel every second
the misery which is doubled today
but would i be able to face you again
would i even have the chance to be the shadow i am now
in reality
you have never noticed me and you never will
you will be leaving soon
and i hope with you, my love towards you disappears too...
a future in romance novel awaits me...WALAO! i cant believe i actually wrote such stuff...urgh the hair on my hands r standing up.
yea bt i realised that in my posts las yr my juniors were mentioned a lot too!! haha i called them sweet too leh...this shows dat im nice! XD
haha yes im going to get high again cus im extremely bored!!
