haha im so bored dat im doing this again
my fren jus told me that he cant slp when he's sad..
bt apparently i can slp anytime anywhere disregard of my emotions
is that like...bad?
i don't know what is this. it's totally different from what i've ever felt before. i don't want this. when he left, i thought this ridiculous stuff would end. but then another appeared. and this one's different. different from the past few. much different. i feel more..yet less. i feel confused again..yet it's different this time. i listen to them. i listen to everyone. i hear them rant. i hear them cry, weep. i hear them speak. but why can't i hear myself? i can't hear myself clearly this time. it's all just a jumble that makes no sense whatsoever. i hear everyone..including him. but it's exactly because i'm hearing him that i'm feeling so confused and hurt now...someone tell me what to do..
